So last night was friday night and I sat in my room watching Friends and Will & Grace on DVD ALL night. It was really depressing. At least my sister is home with me being grounded too. I'm not totally alone. I got my cell back. Thank god. I'm so bored. I'm not even allowed to be on the internet, but I am anyway. I cleaned today to try to break my boredom. Didn't help too much. There's not enough to clean. I'm so bored. This is the most boring weekend of my life. Ew.

Last night I cried myself asleep for the first time in awhile. I got into an argument with my Dad. Over the stupidest things. One being that I'm failing Science and I have a D in Spanish. The other that I got sent to Study Hall for 3 days for failure to dress down. So I forgot my PE clothes one too many times. Oh well. I can't change it now. So then he's telling me that I'm grounded and he taking away my cell phone and all this shit. I'm so over it. Usually when this type of thing happens I run to my Mom for comfort. But not this time. She's also mad at me for getting bad grades. I'm sad about that among other things. Things I don't want to talk about. I just feel like I'm in a huge hole that I dug myself into and I can't get out of it. I'm just having a rough couple of days. And my weekend is shot to hell because of my Dad. So I'll be here, at my house, if anyone needs me.

Hey. Not much new. I've been really busy with school work lately. I have a project due in Spanish and one in English this week. Tuesday and Wednesday. I'm kinda stressed. I'm failing Science by two points. Gah..It's almost April. School will be over before you know it. I'm so glad. Kellie is almost ungrounded which is exciting. Yeah..Oh and tryouts are next month. I'm nervous! Haha. Ok..Thats all. Bye.

So..I haven't made a new entry for awhile. I'm doing ok. Not much new. I've been kind of hiding out all weekend. Friday I went out. And then Saturday and Sunday I just stayed home and chilled. And slept. I've been so tired lately and I'm not sure why. I'm kinda sad lately too. I've just been thinking a lot lately about everything that has gone on since New Years. Since then, I've partied a lot which I don't think is a bad thing but I kind of miss the innocent person that people used to see me as. I now realize a lot of people think very differently of me now. Whether its in a good way or a bad way. A lot of parents don't like me now. I've kept a lot of secrets from my parents and shared a lot of secrets with my friends. So many people are in my business and the business of my friends lately too. I guess thats what happens when everyone just has to know what goes on in everyone else's life. I mean, by no means do I hate parties and weekends and such. I love them so much. I love having fun and making up for all the times I used to stay home on the weekends. I guess all I'm trying to say is that I love the new things I've been doing but I miss the old girl who used to stay home on friday nights and watch movies with Mom and go shopping on Saturdays. It's like I don't even know my Mom anymore when she used to be one of my best friends. I think I just want to take a break for awhile. I'm getting tired of all the cover-ups and the lies. I just can't wait until summer. When I can do whatever I want, and no one will know except the people I do it with. There's nothing more annoying to me than stupid people who know everything about what my friends and I do on the weekends. Ok..I'm done venting now.

So this weekend/past week has been good. On friday I hung out with Meghan and Shanna at Todd's little shinding. It was nothing big but I had fun. I got hella drunk off of Vodka and Cruzan. I think thats how you spell it. Haha. It was a good time. I went from being Tipsy to being HELLA drunk. I don't even know how that shit happend. Anyways. Tomorrow is friday which I'm pretty excited about. I'm always excited about fridays though obviously. Ok..well not much is going on in my life right now. Later.